Losing loved ones is one of the biggest, if not THE biggest, fears I have in life. However, after losing so many people that are so close to me, I have learned one of the biggest lessons in life and became stronger from each experience.One of the most important lessons, which I try to preach to everyone, is to take advantage of the time you have with your loved ones. It is so easy to go about your life from day to day and forget to sit down and visit with those you love. It is especially hard in this day and time because we all live such busy lives and we have so many distractions. One of my biggest regrets in life is not spending more time with those who I have lost and telling them I love them every single day.
I chose to go to school in San Angelo because I wanted to be close to my grandmother and my other family that lives there. I could have gone to college anywhere, but I only chose Angelo State for personal reasons rather than educational reasons. I would have to say that was one of my best decisions. I could care less if I went to some well-known school like Texas Tech. Sure, that would be great.. but the memories I had with my grandmother those last few years of her life could never be replaced. I used to go see her about once a week. We would visit and talk about her life experiences and she would ask me things that probably happened years ago. I remember her asking me when I had cut all of my hair off and it had been about 3 years lol..it was never a dull conversation. After I had Blake and my grandmother moved to a nursing home, I saw her less than I used to... I really hated taking Blake to the nursing home because of all the sickness going on there. Now he is 2.5 years old and I realize now that I was just being paranoid and I wish I had that time back. We were going to visit her that weekend, but she didn't make it to the weekend. As old as she was, I knew that day would come...but I still wasn't ready for it. However, my grandmother was the most caring and loving woman that you could ever meet...and the only thing she loved more than her kids and grand-kids, was the Lord. Knowing that, I can truly be at peace knowing that she is so happy in Heaven.
Please, take advantage of the time you have. Call your grandparents, go see them, take them to lunch....because one day they won't be around and you would give anything to get that chance to do it again.
Love,
Kimberly














































